- Jul 24, 2016
I’m going to be ultra real right now. Been having a really stupidly bad little bit where not even watching my favorite movies or trying to play my favorite video games can pull me out. No real reason why but I’ve been thinking no one needs me around and I know it’s stupid but I can’t deal. (Not contemplating suicide or anything just way down)
Maybe I'll open up, I haven't been myself for a while ever since my break up in May. I doesnt help that I still work with my ex. All sorts of issues when it comes down to relationships, I've been trying to get the nerve ask someone who doesn't like me in that sort of way. Not too mention my mother recently had a health scare, and that on top of looking for a full time job and a place for myself. One can say my mental health hasn't been the greatest. My up days and my low days .
Now, he works as an electrician making $34/hr without a degree for a Stone Cuttlery and he wires all of their machines that cut out granite counter tops or pieces of stone. Solid 50 hour weeks, he's making bank.