So I am coming to you all again for some advice. I was told around the end of March I would be getting cross-trained on the manual dock in IB with the other two cross-trained TMs Both of them were subsequently trained over the next month. I was told my training had to be pushed back because of how short-staffed IB was at the time and while they were training some seasonals which I was ok with. I kept getting new dates from the OM and the training kept getting pushed back. About two weeks ago the OM told me that I would be getting trained on June 2. IB trainer told me the Friday before they'd be training on the dock Tuesday. I was told that IB was overstaffed from the OT which I was like ok whatever. I saw the OM later and I asked them for an update. The OM told me that the SOM wanted the new hires to get a week of symbol training. (This is where I'm concerned) OM was telling me people were telling them how I was getting flustered on the line on my second night of doing the line. (I was never formally trained on the line I did it on my own because I was not being assigned to do it). They then asked me if I was planning to job change over. I told them that I wasn't sure. They then said they didn't know if they wanted to take the time to equipment train me. I told them I was already RC trained. and that I had been on the dock before where I had been primarily receiving. The solution they provided me was to train me in small package then let me run the line so I wasn't throwing all the time The other two cross-trained TM's had never been on the dock and one was just trained on the RC a week prior. I am at a loss because I don't feel its right.