So, Target is my first job. I was passed for the application and was given two choices between deli or consumables. I chose consumables because I believed that stocking would be suitable for me however my ideal choice was mainly produce or the beauty department. My first day in the consumables department was not really what I expected. In consumables, you mainly need to push heavy U-boats and carts full of shipments for stocking and after that, you would be back stocking. I know this is tough but I thought I could do it. I’ll just say I am 5’3 and 97 lbs and I am honestly afraid I won’t be able to do the job. However, what made me feel worse that day was my trainer. My trainer would sigh whenever I did something wrong or asked a question. This made me feel awful. I felt useless and just bad that I didn’t know anything. He did say that if I ever need anything, I can ask him questions but sometimes he would just sigh or his attitude made it sound like he doesn’t want me to be there. After this experience, I don’t know if Target is the right place for me.