This pandemic has increased the cases of anxiety and depression. I had my yearly checkup with my primary care physician (via video chat) and he said since this has begun his diagnosing and scripting for anxiety has more than doubled. Anxiety meds are now his most prescribed medications.
First, make use of the help lines Target offers all TMs. If someone doesn't post them here, I will post them as soon as I can.
Second, if you can see a doctor and get diagnosed with anxiety, you may want to try for an unpaid medical leave of absence.
Lastly, you (and everyone else) has every reason to be anxious. Not only about the disease itself, but also how some other people are ignoring recommendations and going into stores as if this is nothing.
Be safe and good luck!