Yesterday, my store manager, HR and supervisor had a meeting with me stating, "we have decided to honor your termination request and will allow you to leave by October 1st." That's fine and dandy if I still wanted to leave! In a moment of frustration, I gave them my written termination request about a month ago. After having the night to cool off and realizing that I need to remain here, I called in the next day and asked the HR to pretend that I never turned it in and that it was a mistake. She said, "I will take care of it." The next day, I saw my termination paper destroyed and thought this was all behind me. Now, we are here and I don't know what to do! I have expressed my desire to stay because if I can't handle the stress here, how can I handle becoming a police officer? I don't know what to do, I'm an emotional wreck after that meeting yesterday.