Flabbergasted
Ex-GSA
- Joined
- May 20, 2014
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So I mentioned in Chat earlier today that I was put on Final because I had uttered the B-word in front of some team members who apparently felt it offensive enough to go to the STL with and get me fired over. Even though this was a first offense, was never uttered in front of guests (just team members), I was told it would be a Final. They have not yet issued the write-up probably because they feel like making my life miserable. Granted, I should not have said it, but I don't feel like it warranted a Final at all. Not even a CA. But they don't care. This is my wake up call to get the hell out of Spot and look for other employment.
But until I find other employment, I am stuck here. I'm not happy about it, though. I don't feel comfortable being around my ETL or other ETLs/STL because I am certain they are judging me. After this I will never be considered for TL. Not like that was going to happen anyway but with this on my record, even the slimmest chance I may have had is for sure gone. I feel like a failure as a person and as a leader (GSA). I don't feel like there's any way to get past this. If I had another job right now, my 2 weeks would be in.
Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this? How to get past this?
But until I find other employment, I am stuck here. I'm not happy about it, though. I don't feel comfortable being around my ETL or other ETLs/STL because I am certain they are judging me. After this I will never be considered for TL. Not like that was going to happen anyway but with this on my record, even the slimmest chance I may have had is for sure gone. I feel like a failure as a person and as a leader (GSA). I don't feel like there's any way to get past this. If I had another job right now, my 2 weeks would be in.
Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this? How to get past this?