- Joined
- Oct 24, 2019
- Messages
- 7
my first day of training Everything was great everyone seemed pretty nice. I am training as a guest advocate but after enough customers they let me run the register by myself. Quickly I got hot, thirsty, and lightheaded. I have generalized anxiety even the smallest things a guest says can bring on my anxiety. I’m sweating and can’t think straight for the last 15 minutes while I’m on the clock and then my TL says great job you’re good to go. I go to punch out feeling nausea from all the anxiety and wondering if I have my team number with me to punch out. I finally find my number and punch out. Quickly I realize my nausea is going to turn into vomiting but there is no bathroom In the back and the closest one was all the way across guest service and I was sure I’d throw up in front of people. I struggled to unlock my locker to grab my phone and keys hoping I can get out of there quick enough. But I ended up Vomiting all over the floor I began to cry so embarrassed and frustrated. I hardly ate that day and quickly ran to the break room to get napkins and cleaned it all up there was vomit all over my uniform and hands so i quickly left and I threw up in my car for 20 minutes before I could even drive. I’m not sure what I should do I’ve worked in small stores before but nothing as large as target. I don’t know how to notify my co workers about what happened or who to talk to about how I feel.