I am in a bad spot.
Going to work everyday makes me feel dead inside. I can't do it anymore, and I want to just up and quit. But, being smart, I know that I cannot because I need to pay my bills. Or at least pay some of the bills. Not like Target allows me to keep a nice credit score anyway.
I have been talked to about promoting for the past 5 years and I constantly am conveniently passed up and given an excuse. I've finally turned off the blinders and seen that there is no future for me here.
But unfortunately, in my attempt to make a future, I've sacrificed so much. I have no degree. Dropped out of school to work more. I only have Target-skills, as I've been here for 5 years. I feel like I have nothing to offer a different company. Seriously, this place has completely killed my enthusiasm. It makes me depressed and it is affecting my normal life. I'd rather sleep in and not talk to friends rather than bring them down because of my unhappiness.
I need to get out. Need to. The question is, how? I have no degree, no other experience....I have no idea.
Going to work everyday makes me feel dead inside. I can't do it anymore, and I want to just up and quit. But, being smart, I know that I cannot because I need to pay my bills. Or at least pay some of the bills. Not like Target allows me to keep a nice credit score anyway.
I have been talked to about promoting for the past 5 years and I constantly am conveniently passed up and given an excuse. I've finally turned off the blinders and seen that there is no future for me here.
But unfortunately, in my attempt to make a future, I've sacrificed so much. I have no degree. Dropped out of school to work more. I only have Target-skills, as I've been here for 5 years. I feel like I have nothing to offer a different company. Seriously, this place has completely killed my enthusiasm. It makes me depressed and it is affecting my normal life. I'd rather sleep in and not talk to friends rather than bring them down because of my unhappiness.
I need to get out. Need to. The question is, how? I have no degree, no other experience....I have no idea.